Since I’ve been here, I’ve been in a constant state of awareness that I will never get to experience Australia again the way I am right now. If I’m lucky enough to come back, it will be post college, a time period I have to admit I have a lot of uncertainties about. I won’t be as free, as unrestrained and as young (in every sense that word entails) that I am now, and because of that, my entire body has been tingling with the sensation of living it up here as much as possible. I know it’s a good idea for me to be aware of the passage of my time here, but it became exhausting. If I found myself day dreaming in class or on the bus, I felt guilty for not having spent that few moments soaking Australia in. (Even though, let’s get real, I’m on a bus. It’s not that exciting.) So I came to the realization that it’s okay to switch the “live it up” mode off for some time each day, and just enjoy life here as I would at home sometimes. But then I went to the Great Ocean Road.
I’ve never been camping before. I’ve slept in a tent in my backyard and on a beach for a night, but I’ve never done the whole middle of nowhere-no bathrooms-no electricity-no problems kind of camping. So when my friend Ahmit told me he was getting a group together to do just that, I pounced on the opportunity. So did Tracy, Casey and a bunch of other international students. In all we had four rental cars, making the grand total of 20 people.
We left on Saturday morning, later than we wanted to but still early enough to fill the day. I was in a car with my Aussie buds Scott and Westy and two girls I had met five minutes prior. We took off listening to Scott’s techno CD. Totally full of energy. But after sitting in traffic for a half an hour or so, the electricity began to fizzle. Scott, being a local, knew a great place to stop and rest before we really got underway on the winding, cliffside route. Our first stop was Jin Juac beach in Torquay. It was cloudy when we first arrived, but as the sun cleared I became completely enraptured by the azure water, brown sugar sand and towering cliffs. I had to take a swim, even though my bathing suit was packed in another car that hadn’t stopped with us. The soggy clothes and all around wet rat feeling I had when I got back in the car was worth it; the water was so refreshing. Normally on long car rides I’m always so anxious to get to my destination that I don’t take the time to look around the area I’m zooming past, but the Great Ocean Road doesn’t allow any of its travellers that luxury. The drive is the definition of scenic: green, fertile clumps of trees on your right, the vast expanse of a blue ocean frothing with the foam of crashing waves on your right. How could you be wishing the time would pass any quicker with that view?

Eventually, we met up with the group at Apollo Bay, another beach town. Glad to be out of the car, we threw ourselves on the sand for a while, but as it was getting on evening, we decided we needed to get to the camp site before all light had faded and we were left (literally) in the dark. Following Ahmit’s direction, we turned off the main road onto a dusty dirt path surrounded by Jurassic Park-like trees. And guess who the inhabitants of those trees were? Koalas. Finally, an animal native to Australia that wasn’t a hissing possum (that made me run through the courtyard at night like a little girl.) They’re so lazy, most of them were sleeping. Maybe it’s their faces, but the ones who were awake seemed to look down at us with disdain, like “Why are you taking pictures of me? I’m not even doing anything.”

The first camp site we got to was jam-packed, and without reserving a spot we were just a bunch of kids in cars in the middle of nowhere. Talk about blessings in disguise, though. Instead of a tiny camping spot filled with other travellers, after driving a short distance we came across a really remote, really perfect spot. It was a five minute trek down a rocky path to the coast, where we found a grassy clearing that was calling our name. At first we weren’t sure if we legally allowed to camp there, but we took the gamble. (Turns out we were.) As Casey and I were walking back to the car to grab all the equipment, we both decided the rocky cliffs, lighthouse and verdant hills reminded us of Ireland rather than Australia, even though neither of us have ever been.

Like I said before, I’ve never really been camping. Hence, I’ve never pitched a tent, so I was super-adamant about Tracy capturing the process on my camera. But because I was so obsessed with posing for pictures, I didn’t actually help put up the tent…at all. I turned around and my friends Scott and Chris had done it for us in all of three minutes.

After setting up, we cooked up some food and had a few drinks as the sky darkened and became speckled with stars. In a few hour’s time, I couldn’t see more than four feet in front of me without the use of a lantern (which we eventually turned off in favour of the solar system’s light.) I’ve never seen that many stars, and I’ll never forget how the sky looked. We could see the Milky Way, a stream of creamy white light speckled with stars. Someone pointed out Orion, who because of our location, looked like he was doing cartwheels across the sky rather than standing at attention like he does at home. I stated my intention of staying up to watch the sunrise, which was echoed by a few others, but actually fell asleep quite early only to wake up to bright sunlight and a stuffy tent. It was around eight a.m, and low tide. We ventured down to the beach in groups of two or three to check out jagged terrain of the rocks and the roaring, sporadic crashing of waves upon them, and found a ton of life to explore within crevices and cracks. I saw starfish, red and purple, suctioned to rocks, waiting for high tide to come hydrate them and little groups of what I thought were baby oysters or clams that looked as though they had been left there overnight.

After a really delicious brekky of sausages (which I don’t eat at home but here I find scrumptious), we packed up camp with the intention of continuing on to the 12 Apostles. One car opted for going home, one opted for making the day trip to the Apostles and two car fulls wanted to stay and camp another night. After deliberating upon the fact that we may not have the opportunity again, Tracy, Casey and I remained behind with the boys to camp another night.When we got the Apostles, the sun was high in the sky and blaring down on us with almost evil intent. It was easily over 100 degrees and arid as a desert. Even so, I got goose bumps standing before the Apostles…multiple times. I’ve seen some wonders of nature before, like the huge Redwood trees of California and the treetop rainforests of Mexico, but the fact that the Apostles, being in constant attack from the sea, have the potential to disappear made them seem almost fleeting and more special.

Because of the heat, we all agreed we needed to get in the water–badly. Ahmit knew of a gorge a few minutes drive, so we headed there. It was a sheltered swimming area where waves came in through a small opening in the cliffs. Seeing the water was like an oasis, and a bunch of us sprinted to the water only to find it absolutely, numbingly frigid. (The waters are circulated in from the ocean above Antartica, which I didn’t know at the time.) Still, it was worth it. We spent a few hours there, swimming, sunning and swatting away the pesky flies that inhabited the area.

The group split off again, and only two cars continued on to find camp: Me, Tracy, Casey and Chris from America, Alejandro from Mexico, Jonas from Norway, Johan from Sweden, Ahmit and Anshu from India, and Shiv from Malaysia. The first site we came to was really depressing; right off the main street of shops and cafes was a trailer park-like campground, chock full of neat little campers and tents. No scenic views, no adventurous atmosphere, and it had a place to shower. We all took a look around, pronounced it to be far too civilized for us, and headed back to the spot we had found the day before. After a feast of sausages, baked beans and chilli, we again took in the stars on our backs, listening to Swedish rock music and talking. Six countries and four different religions made for the most unpretentious, honest discussion I’ve ever had concerning both religion and politics, and I went to sleep that night humbled by both the stars and the company. The next day was hotter than the day before, and none of us could sleep later than nine. We packed up, made the trek up the hill and decided to stop at Torquay for swimming and sun bathing before heading back to the Village. Being that it was Australia’s Labor Day, the beach was absolutely swamped with people. The fact that it was high tide didn’t help–there wasn’t even space to lay a towel.

So we headed back to Jin Juac beach, where we all just chilled out. I went swimming for an hour or so by myself (don’t worry Mom, there was other people in the water) and just enjoyed jumping over and ducking under waves like I’ve done at Robert Moses beach since I was young. But because of my acute awareness that I needed to take it all in, I recognized it as more special than just swimming; I was swimming in Australian waves, looking up at a cloudless Australian sky, after what I even now understand was one of the best weekends I’ve ever had in my life. And I’ve had some pretty good weekends.
Back at school now, still discussing Jane Austen. Eva finally returned home from the hospital, and she’s recuperating with a cast and some crutches. Seeing her leg propped up on a pillow breaks my heart, and I always feel that no matter what I say to make her feel better doesn’t change the fact that her leg is buried under a mound of plaster, not free to take her where she really wanted to go in this country. This weekend I’m planning to get into the city and go to a club or two with some friends, then hit up the open air Victoria market to hunt for some souvenirs and gifts for all the people I miss so dearly. And I say that without the slightest bit of humour. Being away, having adventures and meeting so many new people really makes you appreciate where you’ve come from and who you’ve left behind. Time for class. Ta ta to all.